Negatives

So first of September, I'm going back to uni in a few days which will be nice to have my independence back and to see my friends. But anyway we'll get on with the title, I'm trying to get negative people out of my life so I can feel more positive. Have you ever been with someone who brings the whole mood down in the room? Well these are the people I'm talking about people who don't enjoy life, have no ambitions and just act like a black hole for positivity. I recently found these people affect my moods when I'm with them, so if I change this maybe I'll become happier and maybe even stop picking faults with how I look as this is what people will focus on. In other news I might be lining up the dates for when I go back to uni hopefully somethin may come out of it.
Ciao xxx

Past week

Well i've been a terrible blogger, but i've had a busy week due to exams and an actual social life, i know shocking right?!

So past week, friday went to chill round my mates house did the same saturday, and then sunday and monday was revision for my exam on tuesday that went weirdly well but i'm a bit freaked out that i finished early but i choose the easiest questions on the paper in my view. Then tuesday night i went out with all my friends which was amazing but the hangover in the morning was terrible, i've never had a hangover that bad, smoked far too much as well. Wednesday i went shopping with my best mate who still felt drunk and i felt just hanging, in this trip i brought wayyy too much underwear and some books also got measured for bras and apparently i've gone up now a 34DD which is so bizzare cause i've lost weight over christmas. And today i've not really done much, did some revision this morning and then went to town to buy a nurses outfit for tomorrow night and a new purse cause my old one was falling apart.

Just so its not all text heres the week in pictures :


My new books the great gatsby and fear and loathing.

My inspiration board, can you tell i like hunter s thompson?
This eyemask pretty much sums up how i feel about life right now.

Also for the things i love thursday:

• Hunter s thompson
• Getting drunk
• New underwear
  
• Burlesque stuff aka nippe tassles
  
• Heathly eating, its cleared up so many of my skin problems however i have so much energy i don't know what to do with it.
  
• The film Easy A for giving me the quote 'Throwing my cat around'
  
  
  Thats all for now
  

Ciao xxx

Things i love Thursday

Okay so this is cause i said i was being positive.

So things i'm loving include.

• Friends. New and old. I'm really thankful i have my friends they're there for the good times and the bad.
  
• Finishing my essay i know its a lame one and i shouldn't have left it to the last minute.
  
• Sunlight coming through my window in the morning, i took down my blackout curtains and its lovely to wake up naturally.
  
• Fresh flowers, this is one of the things i am getting when my loan comes through along with batteries and hairdye my roots are getting pretty bad.
  
• My satin sheets, i know it sounds silly but i really like the feel of them on my skin.
  
• Burlesque, this is a new hobby of mine i'm practicing in the new year to make me feel sexy and give me a bit more confidence.
• One person room raves, seriously if you are ever feeling the slightest bit down put some upbeat music on and dance in your underwear best cure ever!
  

That is all for this thursday.

Ciao xxx

Out with the old, In with the new

No i'm not talking about gifts yet (that is a thing for a later date). What i am talking about though is thinking.

Recently i stumbled on a blog by Gala Darling( http://galadarling.com) which was very inspirational, i have no idea how that girl comes up with these amazing upbeat articles but its totally changed my outlook on life. After recently getting ditched for no apparent reason by the man who i thought was 'the one' i thought it was going to be wallowing in another pit of dispear which life threw at me, probably due to the mercury retrograde though. Instead of chasing after this guy, which he may or may not come back i decided to love myself instead. Obviously you are not born optimistic but it helps if the environment you grew up in was upbeat and positive, sadly mine was not but after reading Gala Darling's articles, old and new, i felt like i could face the world again. It made me realise i can do anything i put my mind to and more, i'm going to cherish the little things and try and get off the internet and spend more time outside, time with friends, time with myself.

Try positive thinking today, when i get back to my place in stafford i'm going to stick a quote simplying saying 'Smile' On my mirror so i will see it every morning.

So i want to say a big thank you to Gala Darling for being so inspirational, i look up to you and you are such a role model for me.

Ciao
xoxoxo