Weeks gone by....

So this past week I've not really been doing much but hanging out, I went to the dentist on Tuesday and he told me I had a healthy mouth which was a shock, cause my previous dentist would always moan I'm not brushing my teeth properly so he's obviously wrong. Then in the evening I caught the train back and got dressed up to go to karaoke, which was fun but they didn't have the lyrics to the song I wanted to sing. Also should probably mention now that the guy I saw on Monday for my date is now my boyfriend and I really love him its strange cause like its early days and that's weird for me but we've been hanging out watching TV and playing games, I'm so ridiculously addicted to dead rising 2 but that's cause its pure zombie killing and simple controllers. Also went out last night it wasn't too bad apart from the bar was ridiculously packed and my claustrophobia went crazy, I thought I was going to throw up so much because people kept pushing me.

Today we're going to check out the carnival we have at the uni, its £3 and you get to go on unlimited rides plus they have cotton candy and a fancy dress shop and a BBQ but this also saddens me as our loans haven't come in yet so I'm literally surviving off my boyfriend. I'm going to pay him back in home cooked meals and get him a really awesome birthday present i might even make him a card or something y'know something sentimental cause thats how i am.

Ciao xxx

Settling

So finally moved into my new house, been a little busy to do a video tour like I planned to show. I'll get round to it once my room is tidy again, already developed a floordrobe. So basically been getting excited about my new house and geeking out to Doctor Who now its back, also now i have proper internet been catching up with true blood as well.

Apart from TV, I got very drunk on my second night back at uni, it wasn't brilliant whilst i wasn't buying many drinks i did manage to be completely drunk, black out most of the night and end up throwing up into a bag, it wasn't pleasant to deal with in the morning.

Then lets see monday I had a date, we went to the cinema to see inbetweeners which was hilarious and then we went to frankie and benny's after which was not bad conversation wise but i wouldn't say perfect date setting people constantly singing happy birthday, children and loud noise generally, I picked it though because the food is generally good but not this time so i might stop going there altogether really as that's the second time its been bad. After the date we went back to mine as it was close and had tea and watched some films it was going pretty cool until i broke my bed... so after this we trek across town at 6.30am so i can get some sleep this was after convincing and crankiness. Then i just seemed to spend the next few days at his and well to be honest it was pretty awesome, i won't go into the gorey details but he pleases me and we're pretty compatible on the weirdness scale we watched some Tv series, played zombie games and basically chilled out. And then it kinda hit me, i really liked this guy, let's call him dimples hehe, and well we basically decided to make it exclusive and even though i try not to admit it i'm pretty happy about it, it may seem a bit quick to you readers but we'd been chatting all summer and basically went from there. Anyway i'm truly sleep deprived so i'm gunna spend the evening eating cake and drinking tea whilst catching up with Tv shows.

Ciao xx

Negatives

So first of September, I'm going back to uni in a few days which will be nice to have my independence back and to see my friends. But anyway we'll get on with the title, I'm trying to get negative people out of my life so I can feel more positive. Have you ever been with someone who brings the whole mood down in the room? Well these are the people I'm talking about people who don't enjoy life, have no ambitions and just act like a black hole for positivity. I recently found these people affect my moods when I'm with them, so if I change this maybe I'll become happier and maybe even stop picking faults with how I look as this is what people will focus on. In other news I might be lining up the dates for when I go back to uni hopefully somethin may come out of it.
Ciao xxx

My first photoshoot

These are some of favourites from the shoot with the wonderful Beth Von D, she made me feel so at ease and gave me some tips for any other photoshoots i may have in future. And luckily I had this on the thursday because on the friday i had an unfortunate accident which involves a medical condition of mine and I in the chaos of this faceplanted a table and bust my lip and now it looks like i've had botox and its gone wrong due to my lip now gunging which means i missed out on my photoshoot today which disappoints me.
Ciao xx

Location, Location, Location

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So after finishing this great deal of uni work, what do i do load even more work onto myself, as i have a photoshoot next thursday, woah exciting and nerve racking. I've been looking for a location as i know i want the shoot to be avant garde and kinda animalistic, this is one of the locations i have found but i'm really unsure about it after seeing how it photographs. I'm still looking as i have till next wednesday at the latest to finalise something.

Ciao xxx

Theres no modern romance

The above pictures are from the past couple of days, the first being my taking part in anti riot. Operation cup of tea. Where decent humans of England have a cuppa instead of rioting. The other two are from dying my hair it seemed like it would go super red but it didn't.
Yesterday I went to see my friend rich, it was alright until I got a phone call saying that a riot might be happening in Derby so it was best I left. Later that evenin I got offered two dates on was from rich, I again turned them down that's 4 dates I've turned down what's wrong with me? I thought girls are meant to love this stuff. Apart from that I still think I'm hung up on my ex and I've recently cut ties with my friend with benefits. I can deal with everything but love and romance I swear I'm summer Finn in 500 days of summer.
Ciao xx

So Take a Swallow As I Spit

So the above pictures are little snapshots of my party that i has for my 21st. Apart from that i've been on pure uni work and TEFL. I also went manchester the day after my party and got a little lucky, but that went out with a fizzle a few months later. Seems I am cursed most people i reject for dates end up being taken and getting girlfriends, maybe i should y'know become like a matchmaker like in 'Hitch'. Apart from that I am now the proud owner of a new house in stafford, which is lovely i will post pictures when i get them as i'm moving some things in later on in the month, its near kfc which is excellent as it will cure hangovers. I've also completed all my uni work i just have to hand it in, but the stress has just cause me to gain spots and a coldsore, which just destroys my lack of allure even more. I also have a new job at weekends i work on a bar starting late evening and working till early hours of the morning its very tiring but saves me dipping into my overdraft a lot. Speaking of lack of allure, i had a difficult conversation with an ex, who says he misses me but doesn't want anything as he's trying to remain faithful in this relationship, eurgh, not that i want him back but it sure does mess with my head. I also need to beauty up soon as yours truly is doing a little modelling stint, I have two photoshoots coming up one on the 18th and one on the 22nd so hopefully this will boost my confidence if not atleast i have some pretty pictures to look at.

Ciao xx